I still long to come back to the retreat, it is one of the best memories I've had in my adult life besides childbirth and marrying my husband. The peaceful tranquility, sisterhood, trees, stars, moonlight, butterflies, and the cows down the road from the retreat call me into a daze. Suddenly my mind takes me back for more dancing for no reason then I chuckle, when asked what's so funny I say oh nothing, because this was and is my time, my time to love myself, listen to myself and talk to God. I will be back but in the meantime I will allow my mind to enjoy each memory.